What a stirring...

It's amazing how a person can be SO excited about what must be ahead of them (not tha God is letting me in on the specifics, but certainly He will one day right?) and feel so stuck at the same time. He must be trying to pull somehing out of me...hmmm...I'm really unsure. I find myself hinking often about the future...that is the exciting part...so many possibilities...and in this moment part of me is stuck, wondering and hoping I'm doing all I'm supposed to...that I'm not missing something. I don't know. I want to grow...be changed and stretched. Perhaps all of this is the stretching part? Learning to persist despite what I feel to choose to trust despite what I feel. I'm pushing ahead best I know how. We attended Altitude with Chi Alpha this past weekend, it was a great time together and God spoke some things over our group..just unsure of what steps to take..I know I can only rspond in obedience but there is this gnawing feeling that there is just something I'm missing. So much stirring in me but so much more that needs to happen. Unsure. I just want to serve and be obedient.