A bit of conviction

So as I got ready for class this morning I was just thinking about this season I'm in...I know it is a good thing to not be satisfied with where we are at and I'm not I'm praying and seeking more, but I still must make sure I am content with where God has placed me in...ok that is off topic with where I was going..what I realized is that I have some AMAZING people in my life and I think about how I will tell other people about conversations I have wth these people, re-tell stories, share what we talked about, insight, etc...and that is great and I do this because I love these people and they mean so much to me...I realized, I don't do this near enough in my relationshi with God, too often I'm more excited to share something from my friends than what God is speaking, what we talked about. I don't know I just need to keep things in perspective and make sure I'm investing more and more in that relationship, letting Him change and grow me and be excited to share, challenge and encourage others with things we are talking about! Just something I'm thinking about..

It's been a good week, I was relieved to get my SW Research Methods midterm done an though I have a few things to get done it is pretty much free and clear to our trip to Dallas this weekend for the OU game!! Gonna be quite the weekend! In the next week or so I think I'll buy my ticket for Alaska next summer..I'm really hoping I'll be able to work @ AICS next summer but we will see how it lines up, but regardless I will be up there for most of summer, it will be here again before I know it! This semester is half way over and once summer is here then I'll be ready for my senior year, that is weird to think about...time is flying...

What a stirring...

It's amazing how a person can be SO excited about what must be ahead of them (not tha God is letting me in on the specifics, but certainly He will one day right?) and feel so stuck at the same time. He must be trying to pull somehing out of me...hmmm...I'm really unsure. I find myself hinking often about the future...that is the exciting part...so many possibilities...and in this moment part of me is stuck, wondering and hoping I'm doing all I'm supposed to...that I'm not missing something. I don't know. I want to grow...be changed and stretched. Perhaps all of this is the stretching part? Learning to persist despite what I feel to choose to trust despite what I feel. I'm pushing ahead best I know how. We attended Altitude with Chi Alpha this past weekend, it was a great time together and God spoke some things over our group..just unsure of what steps to take..I know I can only rspond in obedience but there is this gnawing feeling that there is just something I'm missing. So much stirring in me but so much more that needs to happen. Unsure. I just want to serve and be obedient.